Monday, December 17, 2007

Hoping For A Miracle

I just went for my third beta and now I am anxiously awaiting the results. We should hear something within the next 5 hours or so...

I've never been so terrified.

When I went in for the blood test, the nurse tried to console me as I was sobbing from the moment I walked in. She was very careful not to give me any false hope. She basically told me to prepare for the worst, and if the news is good it will be a "Christmas Surprise". I would give my left arm for a "Christmas Surprise" right now.

She said my HCG levels need to be around 2000 or higher.

Thank to everyone who has commented this weekend with kind thoughts, prayers and support. It was truly appreciated.

I am hoping so hard for a miracle right now.